It could be the rain. It could be the fact that I am sooo exhausted, but I am feeling insecure today about myself and my situation. It is amazing how I can have so many awesome, good days and then BAM! Satan knows where to attack. I had to face something last night that had a lot to do with this whole 2 month process and it was just a very different feeling. I started questioning if the outcome of this time is going to be what I hope it to be. I start questioning motives, my actions, my thoughts, etc. I question everything. Then I remember how much of an over-analyzer I am. My friends can all attest to that. So I have to remain and be still. Ps. 56:10 reminded me of this. It says, "In God, whose word I praise, in the Lord, whose word I praise--in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?" Powerful! Thank you Jesus! So that is precisely what I need to remember. It is precisely what we all need to remember. I do plan on going home and making brownies and watching movies tonight which will help too :) Chocolate and chick flicks are always a good comfort too. I end with a song since music is always what can speak to me most, especially worship...
"Oh no, You never let go. Through the calm and through the storm.
Oh no, You never let go. Every high and every low,
Oh no, You never let go, Lord, You never let go of me."
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